As the pain takes hold deep within the darkest part of me, I forget how to breath. My mind goes blank. My heart goes numb. The pain takes control of my body. It takes me high upon a cliff. As I stare down to a sea crashing into the walls of the cliff, the sun comes out and warms my heart. The sea calms down and awakens my kind. A breeze blows and fills my lungs so I can breath.
I feel like I’m underwater with an anchor to my foot. Like I’m in the middle of the woods lost and surrounded by a forest fire. Like I’m hanging on the edge of a cliff, loosing my grip. A dark room closing in on me. I feel like I’m constantly falling and I don’t know how to stop myself.