As the pain takes hold deep within the darkest part of me, I forget how to breath. My mind goes blank. My heart goes numb. The pain takes control of my body. It takes me high upon a cliff. As I stare down to a sea crashing into the walls of the cliff, the sun comes out and warms my heart. The sea calms down and awakens my kind. A breeze blows and fills my lungs so I can breath.