I feel like I’m underwater with an anchor to my foot. Like I’m in the middle of the woods lost and surrounded by a forest fire. Like I’m hanging on the edge of a cliff, loosing my grip. A dark room closing in on me. I feel like I’m constantly falling and I don’t know how to stop myself.
It’s hard to paint when your mind is blank. It’s hard to write when you don’t have any words to say. It’s hard to create when your imagination isn’t wild. The mind is a universe full of ideas and concoctions to be exposed to the world. But for it sit empty instead of being used for it’s potential is such a waste. So expand your mind. Go above and beyond. Find what triggers your inner world and let it release. Listen to music and feel in deep in your heart. Watch a sunset and feel the fire it burns inside. Listen to someone’s experience or your own and share it with others through art. Engage in conversations about ideas with others. Speak though your creativity. Bring your inner thoughts out. Let the world know the true you. Pour you mind and your heart out and maybe you can be someone else’s inspiration.
You see so many people fall in and out of relationships. Treat them like a daily routine than a life time commitment. You see them throw a good thing away not truly enduring their bond. You see people hurt and get hurt. But when you are giving the opportunity and you embrace it,it’s such a amazing experience. To love someone so much you feel like you could explode like a firework. To not only get butterflies at the beginning but even years after. To look at someone and not see anyone else around you but them. To smile uncontrollably because of the thought of them. To always feel young while with them. There is no better feeling to have someone who is not only your lover but your best friend, your companion. You feel comfortable in their embrace and melt away with their kiss. You feel like you found the end of the rainbow and there was a pot of gold just for you. It’s hard to explain love. You are never sure that you feel it until you have deeply felt it. You can go through a marriage and assume you are in love but to only find out it’s not. Then you can find someone later only to go “Oh! This is what love is!” It’s a treasure that everyone deserves to find and I hope that those who haven’t, get that good fortune one day. To get the chance to feel something that there is not enough words to explain the feeling.